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Author:  proradium [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 2:08 am ]
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Okay guys, I've just been talking to Ancient on #en and he's got some stuff to say to everybody, though he's not entirely certain he wants to post a thread, so he asked me to do it.

"Well, incase ya don't remember, I got a bit of a health problem that causes me to vomit blood or have severe nose bleeds from time to time. It's pretty serious, and kinda life threatning in the sense I can have an anurism or stroke pretty damn easy. They haven't been able to operate it till now, so I'm getting surgery July 20th.

Anyways, I've been in Kyhm for a little under five years now, sometimes lurking sometimes active. When I first got here, at 13, I was still pretty new to the country and completely new to America. You guys introduced me to whole new modes of thought and ways of behaving.

You shaped me into the way I've become. I even looked up to some of you as rolemodels, as geeky as that may sound (Yevvy and Jasper come to mind). Some of you were emotional support and confidents in really bad times (Erin, I'll never forget whatcha did for me). I even have some of them on my cell phone list still, and I've kept all the postcards and christmas cards. I even have a birthday card from one of them!

They've been my friends since almost I first came to this country, and I guess that's why it's really important for me to tell them just how much I love them. And yeah, I know, much love from the lovemonger may not sound like something special, but you can believe me that you guys ARE something special.

So yeah, the surgery ain' a sure thing, it has some heavy risks attached to it, and I might not come back out.

What I want to know is if I should tell the people of Kyhm just how much they've meant to me in the past, and how much certain memories mean to me now. And if I DO tell them how affectionate I feel, should I tell them the reason why I'm telling them? The thing is, I hate making a big show or fusses, and the whole thing sounds like it might come off as melodramatic, but it feels abit important to me to get it out incase I dont.

Thank you for this, it kinda means something pretty big to me. I mean, I'm keeping a positive outlook and all, but just incase I don't want any regrets while on the table, and not telling you guys just how much you've affected me falls under that"

(he's sorta shy about all of this, so just leave messages and stuff in this thread and I hope he'll read them and hopefully drop on by)

Author:  Kest [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 4:09 am ]
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It feels sort of odd to recall what Ancient looks like and his health problems, but not that he's that young.

It's good hearing from you, and I really hope the surgery goes well. Best of luck, man.

Author:  themadthinker [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 4:38 am ]
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Much love.

Author:  Shinigami [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 4:54 am ]
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I'm sorry we haven't kept in touch more, Ancient. I wish you the very best of luck with everything. You know I'm not a very religious man, but you'll be in my prayers ('cause I suppose I can make an exception for you :P). I wish I could say more on t he matter without sounding like a broken record. I know you wouldn't want me worrying sick about you or anything like that, though. Just know that I truly hope you the best. Much love, Ancient.

Author:  onion [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 5:01 am ]
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Ancient I like you so much I promise not to shit up this thread with any drama even if that means overcoming my disdain for some of the people who will no doubt post in it.

I guess you are the only anti-dote to my all powerful hatred.

You'll be fine and I'll be thinking about you and all that touchy feely emotional crap so stay cool.

Speak soon.

Author:  actor_au [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:21 am ]
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Stay safe Ancient, when I go overseas next year one of my stops is in Miami, I intend to see you there, so stay safe and good luck.

Actor.

Author:  Psycojes [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:38 am ]
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Much Love

Author:  Grimmy [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:39 am ]
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Ancient.

I know of you a small bit, but we never conversed.
regardless, I hope the best for your surgery.
Get well soon
John

Author:  Edible Corpse [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 8:57 am ]
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much love

Author:  shoonra [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:52 am ]
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best of luck ancient.
much love

Author:  wolf346 [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 10:25 am ]
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Good luck, heal fast, and talk more when you're ready so we know you made it.

Author:  OmnipotentEntity [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 10:56 am ]
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<3

Don't let the doctors leave sponges behind.

much love.

Author:  Ancient [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 12:32 pm ]
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You guys are wonderful, thanks for not making fun of me for being too sentimental or mushy, it's just that we have a long history together. Pro, you're one awesome pirate, thanks for doing this for me. Actor, if ya drop by Miami I'll even give ya a place to stay man. Filled with booze and everything. Shin, yeah, I'm sorry we haven't talked all that much lately too. Oni, I know just how much ya doing that means, and thankyou really, you're my favorite grouch. And Omni, if they somehow manage to fit the whole sponge inside my head then I think I'd have certain things to worry about. Like, where was my brain that there was enough space for it :-o ?

Everybody, thankyou again for not making me feel stupid or whiny or like a drama queen for telling you this. Much love, seriously.

Author:  SquaredBowl [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 12:36 pm ]
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No matter your physical condition, your state of mind and strength of heart always carried you. Good luck and here's to somehow acquiring super powers.

Edit: I got owned by being slow.

Author:  Skjie [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 2:11 pm ]
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Much Love :canada:

Author:  Sair [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 3:14 pm ]
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Ancient wrote:
You guys are wonderful, thanks for not making fun of me for being too sentimental or mushy


You're just too cute to make fun of.

Author:  Psycojes [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 4:07 pm ]
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Sair wrote:
Ancient wrote:
You guys are wonderful, thanks for not making fun of me for being too sentimental or mushy


You're just too cute to make fun of.
it's true... :tears:

Author:  onion [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 4:52 pm ]
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Ancient wrote:
Oni, I know just how much ya doing that means, and thankyou really, you're my favorite grouch.


Hey I may be filled with mean but I know when to show some love.

And if anyone *had* made you feel bad for posting they would have had me to deal with.

Author:  Kakashi [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:16 pm ]
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much luck...and love.

Author:  Shinimegami [ Wed Jun 13, 2007 6:45 pm ]
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Ancient~

I miss you, hun, and wish you the best of luck. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts.

Much <3
Brittany

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