I have good news... and I have bad news...
First... the good news.
I am going to havea job by Wednesday. I am going to fight back whatever it is inside of me that has me weak and tired, and makes me sore and lazy (I've been told it's mono, but they need to do bloodwork to prove it, so fuck that.) I will get a life, get a car, go off to school, and do what I can to be where I want to be... Spending my life with my koishii.
Now... the bad news. The things that has hindered me the most... is the internet. I spend 14 hours a night online. I download, view comics, post in a vast multitude of forums, chat, read, search... I do nothing, and it is eating my life. I need to cut down massively, so I will most likely be dropping to 2, maybe 3 hours a night. This may hinder my existence here, but I will never leave.
Okei, so I lied... here's some more good news. In order to drop 12 hours of online, I am cutting alot of extraneous bullshit. On my keep list thus far... EN, and these boards are prominent, as well as speaking to my koishii when she is unable to be around.
Though I may be away for long periods, I wil do my best to keep up. I may miss some important events, and I am sorry. You are all my friends, and some of you I have bonded with on certain levels. I will try to get personal notes out to those who I can... but if I do not send anything, it's not because I don't care... I am trying to fix my life, and I may lose time and such. I procrastinate with letter,s and have little time to write even this... ^^;;
But I will.
I will miss you all, and will keep in touch through here and the MotherBoard mostly... and if such a time arrises where I can balance work, school, my koishii, and the internet... I will return to a more permanent basis. Though this will require my own line, as well as my own ISP... nothing free or borrowed...
So... *looks around to all of his friends* To everyone... Chris, EC, Wild Cat, Van, Lovely Angel, Rhino, Kyhm, cyb, Spy... to all of you, I wish a long and happy life... andI will keep in touch. Take care, my good friends. You are my close internet family.
*BiShou turns and strides to the door, stopping momentarily to look over his shoulder once, glancing at everyone for one last image. He then pulls his hat out of his cloak, adjusts it upon his head, lights a normal cigarette, and shoots a BiShou smile to the group*
Catch ya later, all...
*he walks from the room, leaving behind, (still at the table where he spoke) his red cigarette, and a note... simply scrawled stating...*
<font color=darkred>"-BiShouNenKaMi"
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